Geez, look at the time (v2)
1- Still looking on the job market. There are plenty of opertunities, but a whole lot of specialization in my field. Weeding thru them is a pain, but, the clock is quickly ebbing... and BigBlue ain't waffling...
2- College is going okay. By my count, 4 major (Web and C++ programming, Biz ethics, and Capstone finale) and a seminar class (Alternate medicine) left. Then, done. Now, to pay for the college bill...
3- Boy is begining to walk, has 2 teeths, and is on a Da-da-da-da kick. Being fed, being bathed, being changed, being held, being..... and, the frau is loving it, when she's home. Fall hit, Girl Scouts and PTA functions came, and our weekly free time goth shoveled to the weekends. Add college work, and other demands, and spare time is only 9 letters.
4- Talked/chatted (online) to an old buddy. Great to see him about, but, gosh, its been a while. His youngest is not so young anymore. I remember when the boy was a Blues Clues fan - now, he's into football...
5- Speaking of football, WTF is happening to Pittsburgh? Its like they lost their winning spirit on the field in Detroit, the motorcycle crash site, or in Ben's appendix... And, what's it gonna take to make the despised Baltimor(on) Crows loose???
6- More to follow, as time becomes 'free'....
JWN
10/30/2006
9/22/2006
Communicate, move, and shoot only works in the Army
Just when you think its safe to get back to work...
When you have a boss that is pretty much stealth (except for IM and emails), and, he shows up out of the blue, you can pretty much guess he's not here to check your shoe size.
BB (his name is changed to protect his identity, not that anyone would care) *showed up* for our weekly team meeting. Needless to say, the pucker-factor rose above the redline for all that attended. The only time he apparatus is for bad news. Twice before, he showed up for 1) announcing we were not getting raises (due to making too much) and 2) to announce that Big Blu would not pick up the tab on College.
Now, I've been around the block, and, seen my share of stick time, foxhole time, and have a pretty good relationship with my little voice. I've learned to heed its sirens song, and, the gentle musings of its 'its alright, its alright'. For some reason, I kept hearing Led Zepplin's Coda play in my head.
Then, the hammer dropped.... Position is being dropped - need to look for another job. Not good.
Now, I'm not the SME (subject matter expert) on leadership, management, and, people leading skills, but, I've done it. And, probally could have handled the situation far better than this sloth. The meeting ended, BB praised the team, then asked me to remain. He entered his backpack (???) produced several Manila folders, and took out a group of white papers.
"This is to inform you that your current position is identified for removal, and that you have been placed in 'resource action' mode". I prefer common English ('laid off', 'canned', 'fired') to the PC/HR/*soft fall* lingo.
"Its not about you," BB chimed, "but a business decision." Great - I'm old hardware... "Start looking," BB continues, "both inside and outside the company. The responsibility rests with you - you need to find your next job."
Now, I'm not sure, but it seems, one of his *headcount* is prepping to be removed, and, it would be a good idea to find him a new home? I guess when you're a primary color (and on the DJIA), *headcounts* are a dime a dozen.
Well, to sumise, I am looking, been looking, and look forward to the day when PC (primary color) both realizes that people do count, and meet their fate. I'm not the Union or Organized Labor kind of guy (why pay someone to represent me - its bad enough I have a do nothing Representitive and Senator), but IBM's model of biz is old, clunky, and falling out of favor. In the late 80's, IBM was a nats hair away from Bankruptcy. Its not improved much since.
It looks quite nice from the outside, but, inside, its heavily over managed, promotes micromanagement, and the classic bureaucratic model. Sloth fits.
Well, it made a nice few lines on a resume (speaking of that, I *guess* I should have been warned in May when no raises were coming, except a link on 'how to write an effective resume' was given instead - "Your resume," BB gleamed, "is an important tool, like a screwdriver").
It sure looks nice on the inside, but believe me, its all a house of cards on the inside... Anybody got a can of air?
UPDATE
1 - Boy is growing nicely. Football training is progressing "Alright, son, anything from the other team that carries the ball needs killed". Crawling practice is coming along nicely.
2 - daughter is in 3rd grade. God help us all
3 - Skoole is progressing nice - 12 credits remain - two web classes, a C++ class, and a Biz class. Then, the final 'capstone' and I'm thru...
4 - Wife is well, doing well, and realizing we were never parents with only one kid. I think we're having wine tonight...
5 - Go Steelers!
-JWN
When you have a boss that is pretty much stealth (except for IM and emails), and, he shows up out of the blue, you can pretty much guess he's not here to check your shoe size.
BB (his name is changed to protect his identity, not that anyone would care) *showed up* for our weekly team meeting. Needless to say, the pucker-factor rose above the redline for all that attended. The only time he apparatus is for bad news. Twice before, he showed up for 1) announcing we were not getting raises (due to making too much) and 2) to announce that Big Blu would not pick up the tab on College.
Now, I've been around the block, and, seen my share of stick time, foxhole time, and have a pretty good relationship with my little voice. I've learned to heed its sirens song, and, the gentle musings of its 'its alright, its alright'. For some reason, I kept hearing Led Zepplin's Coda play in my head.
Then, the hammer dropped.... Position is being dropped - need to look for another job. Not good.
Now, I'm not the SME (subject matter expert) on leadership, management, and, people leading skills, but, I've done it. And, probally could have handled the situation far better than this sloth. The meeting ended, BB praised the team, then asked me to remain. He entered his backpack (???) produced several Manila folders, and took out a group of white papers.
"This is to inform you that your current position is identified for removal, and that you have been placed in 'resource action' mode". I prefer common English ('laid off', 'canned', 'fired') to the PC/HR/*soft fall* lingo.
"Its not about you," BB chimed, "but a business decision." Great - I'm old hardware... "Start looking," BB continues, "both inside and outside the company. The responsibility rests with you - you need to find your next job."
Now, I'm not sure, but it seems, one of his *headcount* is prepping to be removed, and, it would be a good idea to find him a new home? I guess when you're a primary color (and on the DJIA), *headcounts* are a dime a dozen.
Well, to sumise, I am looking, been looking, and look forward to the day when PC (primary color) both realizes that people do count, and meet their fate. I'm not the Union or Organized Labor kind of guy (why pay someone to represent me - its bad enough I have a do nothing Representitive and Senator), but IBM's model of biz is old, clunky, and falling out of favor. In the late 80's, IBM was a nats hair away from Bankruptcy. Its not improved much since.
It looks quite nice from the outside, but, inside, its heavily over managed, promotes micromanagement, and the classic bureaucratic model. Sloth fits.
Well, it made a nice few lines on a resume (speaking of that, I *guess* I should have been warned in May when no raises were coming, except a link on 'how to write an effective resume' was given instead - "Your resume," BB gleamed, "is an important tool, like a screwdriver").
It sure looks nice on the inside, but believe me, its all a house of cards on the inside... Anybody got a can of air?
UPDATE
1 - Boy is growing nicely. Football training is progressing "Alright, son, anything from the other team that carries the ball needs killed". Crawling practice is coming along nicely.
2 - daughter is in 3rd grade. God help us all
3 - Skoole is progressing nice - 12 credits remain - two web classes, a C++ class, and a Biz class. Then, the final 'capstone' and I'm thru...
4 - Wife is well, doing well, and realizing we were never parents with only one kid. I think we're having wine tonight...
5 - Go Steelers!
-JWN
8/09/2006
Good Lard.... look at the time....
Geez, what was I thinkin'????
Been a lot happening around these parts. What in all of family, work, school, community, etc, some things do fall thru the cracks...
Lets see.... School.... Doing okay - roughly 6 classes left... GPA 3.72... Currently in UNIX class.... Survived DBA and SQL classes (like SQL, and, the DBA stuff is pretty neat - may give it a whirrl).
Family... Boy is growing quite nicely. Have a map ready for his room, with circles around Pittsburgh and Canton OH, along with X's thru Cleveland, Cincy, and Baltibore.... Boy has got to be introduced to his future in the proper manner, with proper planning... Daughter is growing up nicely. Plan (with time permitting) to into her into the martial spirit. Sure, she can look pretty, play nice, and look stunning in girl clothing, but nothing shows ones mantle like taking out a bully with a well placed kick or Karate chop... I and the wife are basking in the break of responsibility, due to our tax deductions staying with the inlaws. But, it grew old rather quickly on the return trip along the PA turnpike...Somewhere along mile marker 40-50....
Work... Beginning to dislike the color Blue. 'Nuff said.... Think the degree (and, a little help from friends/network) will allow me the chance to look for greener pastures.
Community...Hot weather, dumb neighbors, and grass that seems to grow 8" overnight. Brighspot is school is beginning, and the local urchants will locate to other terror spots. Putting a minefield in the front yard is looking better and better and better....
Hope to blog more soon. Keep forgetting I STILL have this....and, need to figure out how the heck to post pics...
-J
Been a lot happening around these parts. What in all of family, work, school, community, etc, some things do fall thru the cracks...
Lets see.... School.... Doing okay - roughly 6 classes left... GPA 3.72... Currently in UNIX class.... Survived DBA and SQL classes (like SQL, and, the DBA stuff is pretty neat - may give it a whirrl).
Family... Boy is growing quite nicely. Have a map ready for his room, with circles around Pittsburgh and Canton OH, along with X's thru Cleveland, Cincy, and Baltibore.... Boy has got to be introduced to his future in the proper manner, with proper planning... Daughter is growing up nicely. Plan (with time permitting) to into her into the martial spirit. Sure, she can look pretty, play nice, and look stunning in girl clothing, but nothing shows ones mantle like taking out a bully with a well placed kick or Karate chop... I and the wife are basking in the break of responsibility, due to our tax deductions staying with the inlaws. But, it grew old rather quickly on the return trip along the PA turnpike...Somewhere along mile marker 40-50....
Work... Beginning to dislike the color Blue. 'Nuff said.... Think the degree (and, a little help from friends/network) will allow me the chance to look for greener pastures.
Community...Hot weather, dumb neighbors, and grass that seems to grow 8" overnight. Brighspot is school is beginning, and the local urchants will locate to other terror spots. Putting a minefield in the front yard is looking better and better and better....
Hope to blog more soon. Keep forgetting I STILL have this....and, need to figure out how the heck to post pics...
-J
6/01/2006
Life in the fast lane....
Hey,
Been busy with life, liberty, new son, college, and whatnot...
Baby is growing. Plan to post a pic as soon as I figure out how.
College is going okay. Survived both DBA, DBMS, SQL, and one Prof who needs to read his silly-bus. I mean, if you want a 10-page paper about describing how SQL and DBA usage, don't wait until the last day of class to remind your students. But, I made it thru... Good thing is, about 20 more to go!!!
Watching the Senate vote on how much citizenship really is worth, was refreshing. Almost as fullfilling as opening my neighborhood to Section 8 housing and a Sex-crime halfway house...
And, lasty, for all that read - please keep the guys/gals in harms way in your thoughts. Drop a note, send some cookies, or even say some kind words when you see one in passing (I'd say 'up close and personal, but not all F2F (face 2 face) meetings are 'civil' - like, in downtown Mosul or Berkley)
Peace and still on diaper duty...
-J
Been busy with life, liberty, new son, college, and whatnot...
Baby is growing. Plan to post a pic as soon as I figure out how.
College is going okay. Survived both DBA, DBMS, SQL, and one Prof who needs to read his silly-bus. I mean, if you want a 10-page paper about describing how SQL and DBA usage, don't wait until the last day of class to remind your students. But, I made it thru... Good thing is, about 20 more to go!!!
Watching the Senate vote on how much citizenship really is worth, was refreshing. Almost as fullfilling as opening my neighborhood to Section 8 housing and a Sex-crime halfway house...
And, lasty, for all that read - please keep the guys/gals in harms way in your thoughts. Drop a note, send some cookies, or even say some kind words when you see one in passing (I'd say 'up close and personal, but not all F2F (face 2 face) meetings are 'civil' - like, in downtown Mosul or Berkley)
Peace and still on diaper duty...
-J
4/06/2006
An Open Letter to the GOP "Thanks, guys, its been real..."
Dear _______________ (whom ever is in charge)
Just a brief insight to let you know that I will not, now or in the future, support any GOP candidate, contribute funds or time, nor will I speak positively to any GOP policy until both that travesty of a bill regarding Illegal, undocumented *citizens* is removed and real, TRUE attention is paid to securing the borders and acting on the Illegal alien issues.
You see, its high time the needs of the country come before political concerns (i.e. re-election and holding of office). As a benefactor of my vote (and, from many of my friends and fellow countrymen), it is in your interest to promote, protect, and be absorbent to the will and desires of the electorate, not just a smile, a polite nod, and body heat-exchange that mimics speech. You were sent to your respective offices due to the act of voting. It is your criteria in holding that office that you act in a manner that represents and is answerable to that electorate. If it is not, you deserve the reaction you get (removal by election, referendum, etc).
It is high time that the GOP, which is the party that holds the reins of power in DC ACT like a party in charge. Sure, seats of power are held by GOP members, yet they are nothing more than laurels or blurbs when introduced at graduation ceremonies, christening, or fund raisers.
You are blowing your chance at making REAL changes - instead of carrying on the status quo. So much time is been lost at trying to make the opposition like you (*NEWS FLASH* they never will), that you are, effectively, immobile and unresolute. Sure, you get things passes, but not REAL changes. And, its high time you make the best of the time you got left.
Illegals are one of our main concerns. They take jobs, services, resources, and flaunt their disregard for our country, all for the want of greenbacks. They have no desire to meld with the culture - they have their own of everything and no desire to assimilate into our melting pot. They have already broken our laws, so, what effect does the rest have on them? They know there is no serious effort to stop them, since the border is not only an open window, but the gateway to prosperity. Once they get here, they often get in-state tuition for higher learning (not even our military spouses get that), secured student loans (that, probaly, will never be paid back), breaks in buying a home, and even ownership of property. Drivers license issuance is practically assured in all states, which, oddly, has the ability to cast votes in elections attached to it.
The news reports claim that 11 million would be effected by the law. How is it known how many are REALLY here? I think there should be some explaining about that figure and how it was arrived at. Personally, I think its more substantial...
This is not some Nationalistic banter - its a frustrated Republican extremely mad at my party. I'm mad at Sen. McCain stating "Illegals are some of our best citizens", which is an oxymoronic statement if I've ever heard one. I'm tired of Senator Frist saying the pending law addresses real change, which, it does not. Three levels of Illegals? How the heck are you gonna determine which level applies? Ask them?
Its high time action be taken to secure the borders, address the illegal alien issue, hold businesses accountable for hiring them (high fines and making them painful examples), along with sweeps of our major cities, empowering local law enforcement to act in proxy with INS when they detain illegals, and, just adherence to the laws already on the books. The sad fact is there is no desire to to any of this, since it is perceived to hurt relations with Latino voters. I think the opposite - it will foster far greater animosity with the non-Latinos in the manner that they don't matter, and, are a 'lock' or 'in the pocket' come vote casting time.
I hereby declare notice that I will no longer contribute, promote, or back ANY GOP candidate (local, state, or Federal) that does not support or affirm his support on these issues. Promoting/performing illegal behavior and breaking established laws should not be a reward - it should be punished to the full extent of the law as possible.
sincerely,
JWN
PS - I will retract this when the GOP 'comes around'... I hope Rep. Pelosi enjoys her tenure as speaker of the house...
Just a brief insight to let you know that I will not, now or in the future, support any GOP candidate, contribute funds or time, nor will I speak positively to any GOP policy until both that travesty of a bill regarding Illegal, undocumented *citizens* is removed and real, TRUE attention is paid to securing the borders and acting on the Illegal alien issues.
You see, its high time the needs of the country come before political concerns (i.e. re-election and holding of office). As a benefactor of my vote (and, from many of my friends and fellow countrymen), it is in your interest to promote, protect, and be absorbent to the will and desires of the electorate, not just a smile, a polite nod, and body heat-exchange that mimics speech. You were sent to your respective offices due to the act of voting. It is your criteria in holding that office that you act in a manner that represents and is answerable to that electorate. If it is not, you deserve the reaction you get (removal by election, referendum, etc).
It is high time that the GOP, which is the party that holds the reins of power in DC ACT like a party in charge. Sure, seats of power are held by GOP members, yet they are nothing more than laurels or blurbs when introduced at graduation ceremonies, christening, or fund raisers.
You are blowing your chance at making REAL changes - instead of carrying on the status quo. So much time is been lost at trying to make the opposition like you (*NEWS FLASH* they never will), that you are, effectively, immobile and unresolute. Sure, you get things passes, but not REAL changes. And, its high time you make the best of the time you got left.
Illegals are one of our main concerns. They take jobs, services, resources, and flaunt their disregard for our country, all for the want of greenbacks. They have no desire to meld with the culture - they have their own of everything and no desire to assimilate into our melting pot. They have already broken our laws, so, what effect does the rest have on them? They know there is no serious effort to stop them, since the border is not only an open window, but the gateway to prosperity. Once they get here, they often get in-state tuition for higher learning (not even our military spouses get that), secured student loans (that, probaly, will never be paid back), breaks in buying a home, and even ownership of property. Drivers license issuance is practically assured in all states, which, oddly, has the ability to cast votes in elections attached to it.
The news reports claim that 11 million would be effected by the law. How is it known how many are REALLY here? I think there should be some explaining about that figure and how it was arrived at. Personally, I think its more substantial...
This is not some Nationalistic banter - its a frustrated Republican extremely mad at my party. I'm mad at Sen. McCain stating "Illegals are some of our best citizens", which is an oxymoronic statement if I've ever heard one. I'm tired of Senator Frist saying the pending law addresses real change, which, it does not. Three levels of Illegals? How the heck are you gonna determine which level applies? Ask them?
Its high time action be taken to secure the borders, address the illegal alien issue, hold businesses accountable for hiring them (high fines and making them painful examples), along with sweeps of our major cities, empowering local law enforcement to act in proxy with INS when they detain illegals, and, just adherence to the laws already on the books. The sad fact is there is no desire to to any of this, since it is perceived to hurt relations with Latino voters. I think the opposite - it will foster far greater animosity with the non-Latinos in the manner that they don't matter, and, are a 'lock' or 'in the pocket' come vote casting time.
I hereby declare notice that I will no longer contribute, promote, or back ANY GOP candidate (local, state, or Federal) that does not support or affirm his support on these issues. Promoting/performing illegal behavior and breaking established laws should not be a reward - it should be punished to the full extent of the law as possible.
sincerely,
JWN
PS - I will retract this when the GOP 'comes around'... I hope Rep. Pelosi enjoys her tenure as speaker of the house...
3/07/2006
Gosh, where has the time gone....?
Man, when time is short, you really forget stuff, like your blog...
Here's some updates...
1- survived Turkey day and Christmas, but, got pneumonia. Took a while to shake that...
2- survived Java and Java II programming in college, with help from Skry. Thanks! Now, working thru DBMS and DBA classes...One more year to go!
3- Survived New Year. Is it me or are the years clipping along???
4- Steelers got one for the thumb! Jerome managed to go out in style; what a good reward for one of the goodies in the NFL.
and,
5- A hearty Welcome (!) and my heart goes out to my new son Bryan. He arrived 22 Jan 06, a little early, but healthy. He 'seems' small, but he has great potential. Now, son, let dad and mum get some rest (those late nite "are you guys up, too" soundings are getting old...) so that we can get ready for your promising football career. Remember - money is nice, but the proper payback to your parents/family is a skybox in Heinz field....
Here's some updates...
1- survived Turkey day and Christmas, but, got pneumonia. Took a while to shake that...
2- survived Java and Java II programming in college, with help from Skry. Thanks! Now, working thru DBMS and DBA classes...One more year to go!
3- Survived New Year. Is it me or are the years clipping along???
4- Steelers got one for the thumb! Jerome managed to go out in style; what a good reward for one of the goodies in the NFL.
and,
5- A hearty Welcome (!) and my heart goes out to my new son Bryan. He arrived 22 Jan 06, a little early, but healthy. He 'seems' small, but he has great potential. Now, son, let dad and mum get some rest (those late nite "are you guys up, too" soundings are getting old...) so that we can get ready for your promising football career. Remember - money is nice, but the proper payback to your parents/family is a skybox in Heinz field....
10/29/2005
Maybe a good thing for DC?
Scooter Libby has a date with a Judge and his barrister. I totally agree that he is innocent until proven guilty, but I would hope to foster something more desirable from the realm known as DC – transposing themselves in his place for breaking the rules.
For one, I am QUITE tired of BAU (business as usual) from both sides of the Potomac River. I'm tired of following the rules set out from there, only to find out that many there feel they are 'optional' or only apply 'when caught'. I really thought we left that notion and quaint practice when we threw off the shackles of British reign. Seems we gained another form of nobility after throwing off another.
From Congress men/woman (I truly detest the PC term of 'person' for everything - AAAAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!) to act in this disregard, contempt, and utter brigand ability is a slap to the face of their constituents. If we managed out checkbooks the way DC does with the National one, we’d all be before judges, counseling, and even classes to do better. DC takes out additional loans to cover the ‘float’. Sad to say, my grandkids pick up the tab, even though they’ve never drawn a breath or paycheck.
Same thing goes for dishonesty. I lie to a FBI question, I go to the slammer. If a mountainous, protected Governmental employee does it, he gets dinner afterwards on K street or Alexandria – and indigestion as a possible continuance.
There is no fear of result for misbehavior – only book deals, face time, and the knowledge that Joe Six-pack will never taste the sweetness of such power. I only wish I could drive a car off a bridge (with an intern still inside), withhold my testimony for 24 hours (to get it right (and allow the anti-freeze to ebb from my bloodstream)), and only get off with a minor wrist slap. At the least, my wife would be waiting for me at the door with a Louisville, or, tire iron.
Which leads to the unquenchable thrust for power, and the thrust even more power by the denizens of DC. What one controls, motivates, or even influences is far more important than doing something of need for their constituents and the citizens. Do you think that Tom Delay has one shred of remorse for his deeds, except to get back to Georgetown for the Friday night party at a Raytheon’s lobbyists posh home? I bet they ain’t serving ham salad on Ritz crackers with Old Milwaukee… Same goes for Sen. Frist and his ‘blind’ stock deals. At least he wasn’t working with cattle, only his family medical biz.
At one time, I really hoped the Great American Nap™ was over. The citizenry had shock off its haze, grabbed a cup of fresh brew, and began to take notice of the shenanigans happening.
Alas, it turned out to be the end of REM sleep, a pit stop, and the beginning of the second wave. Starbucks doesn’t open until 6:30am (at least by me….).
I do hope that DC takes notice of Libby as he enters the DC courtroom, and heartfully applaud Mr. Fitzgerald for his diligence, devotion to duty, and doing the work that does need done. I wish there were more like him – DC is a big place.
We need more like him and statesmen (do I hear the PC police???) – not BAU…
For one, I am QUITE tired of BAU (business as usual) from both sides of the Potomac River. I'm tired of following the rules set out from there, only to find out that many there feel they are 'optional' or only apply 'when caught'. I really thought we left that notion and quaint practice when we threw off the shackles of British reign. Seems we gained another form of nobility after throwing off another.
From Congress men/woman (I truly detest the PC term of 'person' for everything - AAAAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!!) to act in this disregard, contempt, and utter brigand ability is a slap to the face of their constituents. If we managed out checkbooks the way DC does with the National one, we’d all be before judges, counseling, and even classes to do better. DC takes out additional loans to cover the ‘float’. Sad to say, my grandkids pick up the tab, even though they’ve never drawn a breath or paycheck.
Same thing goes for dishonesty. I lie to a FBI question, I go to the slammer. If a mountainous, protected Governmental employee does it, he gets dinner afterwards on K street or Alexandria – and indigestion as a possible continuance.
There is no fear of result for misbehavior – only book deals, face time, and the knowledge that Joe Six-pack will never taste the sweetness of such power. I only wish I could drive a car off a bridge (with an intern still inside), withhold my testimony for 24 hours (to get it right (and allow the anti-freeze to ebb from my bloodstream)), and only get off with a minor wrist slap. At the least, my wife would be waiting for me at the door with a Louisville, or, tire iron.
Which leads to the unquenchable thrust for power, and the thrust even more power by the denizens of DC. What one controls, motivates, or even influences is far more important than doing something of need for their constituents and the citizens. Do you think that Tom Delay has one shred of remorse for his deeds, except to get back to Georgetown for the Friday night party at a Raytheon’s lobbyists posh home? I bet they ain’t serving ham salad on Ritz crackers with Old Milwaukee… Same goes for Sen. Frist and his ‘blind’ stock deals. At least he wasn’t working with cattle, only his family medical biz.
At one time, I really hoped the Great American Nap™ was over. The citizenry had shock off its haze, grabbed a cup of fresh brew, and began to take notice of the shenanigans happening.
Alas, it turned out to be the end of REM sleep, a pit stop, and the beginning of the second wave. Starbucks doesn’t open until 6:30am (at least by me….).
I do hope that DC takes notice of Libby as he enters the DC courtroom, and heartfully applaud Mr. Fitzgerald for his diligence, devotion to duty, and doing the work that does need done. I wish there were more like him – DC is a big place.
We need more like him and statesmen (do I hear the PC police???) – not BAU…
10/21/2005
Give War a Chance
10/14/2005
Programing in the Key of C
Ah, yessss.....
I've started my next class for the Degree, and the draw is programing 370 - C programming.
It is a steep climb from web work, but, the more I dig into it, the fun it is.
Now, it ain't your father's BASIC, PASCAL, or COBAL, but it is pretty interesting.
Its week two, and, with a little help from my frind Jason (gentle plodding, and pointing in the right direction) it is making sense. That, and my Dummies book and the internet, are getting me through.
I'll never look at software the same again... :-)
I've started my next class for the Degree, and the draw is programing 370 - C programming.
It is a steep climb from web work, but, the more I dig into it, the fun it is.
Now, it ain't your father's BASIC, PASCAL, or COBAL, but it is pretty interesting.
Its week two, and, with a little help from my frind Jason (gentle plodding, and pointing in the right direction) it is making sense. That, and my Dummies book and the internet, are getting me through.
I'll never look at software the same again... :-)
9/23/2005
T minus three, and counting....
Ho...hum...
The daughter (child #1) is about to turn seven (7) on Monday, and, it has been weighing heavy.
Using the 'wayback machine', I still remember holding her moments from her arrival, looking into her eyes with wonder, amazement, and realizing the potential of this little person. I reckoned that those little hands would never grow, her feet never destined to carry her weight, and that little body would stay eternally small.
And, it seems like the blink of an eye, she's turned seven on us.
Where did the time go? I mean, I still remember the smell of the diapers (and, carrying the bag out to the trash), buying diapers, all the small clothes we bought, sleepless nights, and the amused constant carrying and singing to calm her down for a few precious hours of sleep.
I remember the haggard look in the Minister of Finance's (MoF) eyes, the 'Its your night' commands, and learning that the diaper should be snug, not a 'tad' loose or wrapped like a noose.
I remember her first bundle up to go out into the snow, and the horror of watching her fall, only to get back up and do it about 25 more times, all the while giggling and getting rosy and red cheeks that would pale a burning coal. I remember her red wagon, traipsing about the neighborhood, with a blanket as a bumper inside and dragging it up our slight hill numerous times. I remember her cruising about the coffee table, learning her first steps, and, gaining confidence to do it solo. I remember her pacifier hanging in her mouth, to the point of almost falling out, then being sucked back in like a gumball.
The baby that was daughter is growing so fast. She's bounding off to second grade, learning, and mastering marvelous skills that are the foundation for further learning. She's making friends, learning personality, and getting one of her own. She tests the bounds of her envelope within the family, gets scolded, yelled at, and sometimes corrected. And, we are learning that the worst is yet to come...
I always wondered why my mom said 'never take your eyes off them,' as she held my nephew, 'because they'll grow up on you too fast'. She was right in more ways than one.
There are plenty of things I would love to do over. Wrongs to right, make more time, even to increase the exposure. But, sadly, here and now is important as long-gone. The honest treasure besides my family is the priceless scrapbook behind my eyes. Its filled with sights, sounds, pictures, movies, and even smells (some that I swear, will never go away...) that I don't plan to share. Maybe, one day, they're perfect a way to save them on a medium that can be shared. I'd give it to her as a priceless rememberance of days gone by. And, then, she'd understand how she looked thru our eyes...
There are some gifts one should prize and retain like a King's ransom...and, to give a ransom for...
Happy Birthday Monkey! Many more to come...
PS - there is more to being 'rich' than geld...
The daughter (child #1) is about to turn seven (7) on Monday, and, it has been weighing heavy.
Using the 'wayback machine', I still remember holding her moments from her arrival, looking into her eyes with wonder, amazement, and realizing the potential of this little person. I reckoned that those little hands would never grow, her feet never destined to carry her weight, and that little body would stay eternally small.
And, it seems like the blink of an eye, she's turned seven on us.
Where did the time go? I mean, I still remember the smell of the diapers (and, carrying the bag out to the trash), buying diapers, all the small clothes we bought, sleepless nights, and the amused constant carrying and singing to calm her down for a few precious hours of sleep.
I remember the haggard look in the Minister of Finance's (MoF) eyes, the 'Its your night' commands, and learning that the diaper should be snug, not a 'tad' loose or wrapped like a noose.
I remember her first bundle up to go out into the snow, and the horror of watching her fall, only to get back up and do it about 25 more times, all the while giggling and getting rosy and red cheeks that would pale a burning coal. I remember her red wagon, traipsing about the neighborhood, with a blanket as a bumper inside and dragging it up our slight hill numerous times. I remember her cruising about the coffee table, learning her first steps, and, gaining confidence to do it solo. I remember her pacifier hanging in her mouth, to the point of almost falling out, then being sucked back in like a gumball.
The baby that was daughter is growing so fast. She's bounding off to second grade, learning, and mastering marvelous skills that are the foundation for further learning. She's making friends, learning personality, and getting one of her own. She tests the bounds of her envelope within the family, gets scolded, yelled at, and sometimes corrected. And, we are learning that the worst is yet to come...
I always wondered why my mom said 'never take your eyes off them,' as she held my nephew, 'because they'll grow up on you too fast'. She was right in more ways than one.
There are plenty of things I would love to do over. Wrongs to right, make more time, even to increase the exposure. But, sadly, here and now is important as long-gone. The honest treasure besides my family is the priceless scrapbook behind my eyes. Its filled with sights, sounds, pictures, movies, and even smells (some that I swear, will never go away...) that I don't plan to share. Maybe, one day, they're perfect a way to save them on a medium that can be shared. I'd give it to her as a priceless rememberance of days gone by. And, then, she'd understand how she looked thru our eyes...
There are some gifts one should prize and retain like a King's ransom...and, to give a ransom for...
Happy Birthday Monkey! Many more to come...
PS - there is more to being 'rich' than geld...
9/21/2005
What is going on here?!?!?!?!?!
I've been following the Able Danger bruhaha, and I'm getting confused here.
(for a good overview, go to Captain's Quarters, Intel Dump, and Laura Rosen)
I just find it hard to believe that a) the 911 commission would overlook the data found by this DOD project that found (via datamining) the names of many of the hijackers, their trails and tracks, and the foreshadowing of events b) Members of the AD team (Smith, Phillpott, and Shaffer) report their findings, yet get the veto, and c) the trail, evidence, and even the 2.5TB (terabytes of data, folks, meaning 2500 gigabytes of collected data) were deleted and no document trail can be found.
Jerry Doyle (of Bab5 fame) has been railing on this for a while, along with other talkshow hosts. (His show is a hoot - I listen to it on the way home on the Sat radio in the Saturn)
I know our GOV holds back info (heh), yet, I find it rather insulting that these Military officers come forth, present their case, and attempt to correct the oversight. Now, Fillpott and others are getting Bork'd - and, the first round of discredting them is one Miliatry member loosing his Clearance creds for $67 in charges for personal use on a Mil Cell phone account. Wow - what's next, double parking? Smoking in a school zone?
I've seen secracy within the Military. Heck, I even did it myself. But, how about some consistancy, being forthwith with the Citizenry. We're adults (not too sure on Bubba and his 'best friend') - we can take bad news. 911, the tsunami, and even hurricane Katrina and Rita show that we can handle the bad, along with the good.
Come one guys! Don't do a Jack Nickleson in 'A Few Good Men' and the 'You can't handle the truth' speech. Believe me, after 9/11 and the Iraq war, we can take it...
(for a good overview, go to Captain's Quarters, Intel Dump, and Laura Rosen)
I just find it hard to believe that a) the 911 commission would overlook the data found by this DOD project that found (via datamining) the names of many of the hijackers, their trails and tracks, and the foreshadowing of events b) Members of the AD team (Smith, Phillpott, and Shaffer) report their findings, yet get the veto, and c) the trail, evidence, and even the 2.5TB (terabytes of data, folks, meaning 2500 gigabytes of collected data) were deleted and no document trail can be found.
Jerry Doyle (of Bab5 fame) has been railing on this for a while, along with other talkshow hosts. (His show is a hoot - I listen to it on the way home on the Sat radio in the Saturn)
I know our GOV holds back info (heh), yet, I find it rather insulting that these Military officers come forth, present their case, and attempt to correct the oversight. Now, Fillpott and others are getting Bork'd - and, the first round of discredting them is one Miliatry member loosing his Clearance creds for $67 in charges for personal use on a Mil Cell phone account. Wow - what's next, double parking? Smoking in a school zone?
I've seen secracy within the Military. Heck, I even did it myself. But, how about some consistancy, being forthwith with the Citizenry. We're adults (not too sure on Bubba and his 'best friend') - we can take bad news. 911, the tsunami, and even hurricane Katrina and Rita show that we can handle the bad, along with the good.
Come one guys! Don't do a Jack Nickleson in 'A Few Good Men' and the 'You can't handle the truth' speech. Believe me, after 9/11 and the Iraq war, we can take it...
9/20/2005
Klingon Fairy Tales
thanks to Mike Richardson-Bryan (and, my Sis-n-law - Thankx, Tracy)
"Goldilocks Dies With Honor at the Hands of the Three Bears"
"Snow White and the Six Dwarves She Killed With Her Bare Hands and the Seventh Dwarf She Let Get Away as a Warning to Others"
"There Was an Old Woman Who Lived in a Shoe With a Big Spike on It"
"The Three Little Pigs Build an Improvised Explosive Device and Deal With That Damned Wolf Once and for All"
"Jack and the Giant Settle Their Differences With Flaming Knives"
"Old Mother Hubbard, Lacking the Means to Support Herself With Honor, Sets Her Disruptor on Self-Destruct and Waits for the Inevitable"
"Mary Had a Little Lamb. It Was Delicious"
"Little Red Riding Hood Strays Into the Neutral Zone and Is Never Heard From Again, Although There Are Rumors ... Awful, Awful Rumors"
"Hansel and Gretel Offend Vlad the Impaler"
"The Hare Foolishly Lowers His Guard and Is Devastated by the Tortoise, Whose Prowess in Battle Attracts Many Desirable Mates"
"Goldilocks Dies With Honor at the Hands of the Three Bears"
"Snow White and the Six Dwarves She Killed With Her Bare Hands and the Seventh Dwarf She Let Get Away as a Warning to Others"
"There Was an Old Woman Who Lived in a Shoe With a Big Spike on It"
"The Three Little Pigs Build an Improvised Explosive Device and Deal With That Damned Wolf Once and for All"
"Jack and the Giant Settle Their Differences With Flaming Knives"
"Old Mother Hubbard, Lacking the Means to Support Herself With Honor, Sets Her Disruptor on Self-Destruct and Waits for the Inevitable"
"Mary Had a Little Lamb. It Was Delicious"
"Little Red Riding Hood Strays Into the Neutral Zone and Is Never Heard From Again, Although There Are Rumors ... Awful, Awful Rumors"
"Hansel and Gretel Offend Vlad the Impaler"
"The Hare Foolishly Lowers His Guard and Is Devastated by the Tortoise, Whose Prowess in Battle Attracts Many Desirable Mates"
9/12/2005
9/11 - Never forget...
Thanks, Iowa...
I ment to post this yesterday, but I was suffering from Football OD...
9/09/2005
Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm
Its been a lame week...
Labor Day was a nice break, but its hard to get into the work swing.
And, lets not talk about alergies...
But, the last though - TGIF!!!
Labor Day was a nice break, but its hard to get into the work swing.
And, lets not talk about alergies...
But, the last though - TGIF!!!
8/30/2005
Treading H2O in the New Big Muddy
With the loss of the levy in N-O, much (some reports are 80%) are underwater.
Sad. Very sad.
I've seen a couple of floods (the Ohio does grow larger than its banks, usually in the spring), but the Kartina really did a number, with assistance from the storm surge.
One graphic on Fox showed the levies were all that stood from the normal water from the the Mississippi River and the Gulf from totally swamping out the city. Massive pumps kept the water at bay and the city dry. Reports coming in say many of the pumps are inop.
For anybody reading this, please, PLEASE, contribute as you can. Money, goods, or even time would be a great help.
God bless you all in the new Big Muddy - our hearts, hopes, and prayers are with you.
* * * UPDATE * * * (9/7/05)
so far, there's been about $.5 Billion collected for the relief effort so far. And some say people have no heart...
BTW - this is not FEMA or other sources. This is lemonade stands, bake sales, passing the (hat, firefighters boot, coffee can, etc), and every other effort. Pennies add up to nickels, to quarters, to dollars, to thousands, to millions, etc...
Sad. Very sad.
I've seen a couple of floods (the Ohio does grow larger than its banks, usually in the spring), but the Kartina really did a number, with assistance from the storm surge.
One graphic on Fox showed the levies were all that stood from the normal water from the the Mississippi River and the Gulf from totally swamping out the city. Massive pumps kept the water at bay and the city dry. Reports coming in say many of the pumps are inop.
For anybody reading this, please, PLEASE, contribute as you can. Money, goods, or even time would be a great help.
God bless you all in the new Big Muddy - our hearts, hopes, and prayers are with you.
* * * UPDATE * * * (9/7/05)
so far, there's been about $.5 Billion collected for the relief effort so far. And some say people have no heart...
BTW - this is not FEMA or other sources. This is lemonade stands, bake sales, passing the (hat, firefighters boot, coffee can, etc), and every other effort. Pennies add up to nickels, to quarters, to dollars, to thousands, to millions, etc...
8/29/2005
*DING-DONG* - School's in session
Today (in Central Maryland) is back to school day. As the song goes, "Its the most wonderful time of the year..."
Daughter is thrilled. She made the comment yesterday that "summer vacation was boring - I want to do something fun." Ah, how about going to work for dad?
For about 2 1/2 months, they all have had a break. Its a pre-idleness mindset that when the school year starts, the goal is to get to 'summer vacation.' Yet, they mostly sit on the stoop, front porches, or run the street oblivious. I mean, oblivious to the real world happening beyond their eyesight.
How things will change when they turn in the books for an employee badge, nametag, or other ID for work.
Its amazing to remember that when you're young, you can't wait to be a teen. When you hit the teens, you can't wait for the 20's. When they hit, you can't wait for the 30's. And, on unitl the time comes full circle and you wish you were six again. This hit me while on summer vacation.
I guess my apprehention is with the schools themselves. I don't think its being a school, instead of what they teach (or, how they do it).
Personally, I think they spend too much time on ancillary things (ecology, recycling, ect) instead of important subjects (how credit works, checkbook balancing, job skills, citizenship, ect).
I know some of these things are parents subjects to teach, how about a little more help from the NEA, instead of 'lifestyle/culture/sexual awareness', 'neutral' holidays, and the host of other utterances. I know they're kids (and very impressionable - 'malleable clay' one teacher told me), but indoctrination is for cults - education is for growing minds.
And, for Pete's sake, watch out for the kids. Here in MD, we have pedestrian laws and its amazing how many drivers disregard the crosswalks and are all but obivious to all except for their cellphones and Starbucks. Small children + speeding car = disaster...
Daughter is thrilled. She made the comment yesterday that "summer vacation was boring - I want to do something fun." Ah, how about going to work for dad?
For about 2 1/2 months, they all have had a break. Its a pre-idleness mindset that when the school year starts, the goal is to get to 'summer vacation.' Yet, they mostly sit on the stoop, front porches, or run the street oblivious. I mean, oblivious to the real world happening beyond their eyesight.
How things will change when they turn in the books for an employee badge, nametag, or other ID for work.
Its amazing to remember that when you're young, you can't wait to be a teen. When you hit the teens, you can't wait for the 20's. When they hit, you can't wait for the 30's. And, on unitl the time comes full circle and you wish you were six again. This hit me while on summer vacation.
I guess my apprehention is with the schools themselves. I don't think its being a school, instead of what they teach (or, how they do it).
Personally, I think they spend too much time on ancillary things (ecology, recycling, ect) instead of important subjects (how credit works, checkbook balancing, job skills, citizenship, ect).
I know some of these things are parents subjects to teach, how about a little more help from the NEA, instead of 'lifestyle/culture/sexual awareness', 'neutral' holidays, and the host of other utterances. I know they're kids (and very impressionable - 'malleable clay' one teacher told me), but indoctrination is for cults - education is for growing minds.
And, for Pete's sake, watch out for the kids. Here in MD, we have pedestrian laws and its amazing how many drivers disregard the crosswalks and are all but obivious to all except for their cellphones and Starbucks. Small children + speeding car = disaster...
8/26/2005
The week that was
Rough week, as they go.
Co-worker was on vacation (thought she'd used up all her time by now - wrong, I see) and left the fort for my sidekick and me. Not too bad, but I get to see her site, since we really don't go up there much anymore.
Scary.
The site is in prep for shutting down. Moral within the Users is low, and its an air of doom. But, all is not lost.
Its sad so see people you've known for years loose their jobs. In the lust for the all-mighty buck, the bean counters and those too far removed from the actual running of the business. And, besides the perceived savings, they have no gauge on the real, actual costs.
For one, the 'planned' move of the operations to the new, receiving site is not going too well. Little things like, knowledge transfer, 'know-how, and even the specific areas of knowledge have posed difficult.
For one, how do you maintain a sense of loyalty when you know its a countdown? Sure, you can offer $$$ to entice retention, but the future and a solid income are also important. The job market is okay, but in no ways certain.
And, with the movement of the knowledge to greener pastures, the know-how and finesse to use it leaves too. On the average, most of them have been doing the job for over 15 years. Some would argue that its just answering phones, data processing, and maintaining insurance policies, but its the specific knowledge that has retained many of them for those 15+ years. And, that's the 'young' staff....
Many remember doing it long hand with paper files instead of computer access. That, people, is longevity...
I got to talk with a few of them today. Many are quickly approaching retirement, so, it won't impact them too greatly. But, the younger ones (50 (-) and lower) are (and have a right to be) scared. With the job force young, moble, and really beholding to the almighty greenback, its no wonder they're viewed with the same awe as dino bones.
And, sitting with them, I mused that the 20 year/gold watch era is gone in the US. I listened some time ago on the radio while going to work that the current generation can expect to work 6-10 careers in their lifetime, with no continuation of one into another. I bet such considerations as pensions are pretty ancient concepts, now, too.
Its no wonder why I've begun to feel rather old.... I'm not close, but, I can feel the clock ticking...
I wish my friends well in all their endeavors. And, the bean counters to live in interesting times. I guess when you have money, friends are ancillary....
Co-worker was on vacation (thought she'd used up all her time by now - wrong, I see) and left the fort for my sidekick and me. Not too bad, but I get to see her site, since we really don't go up there much anymore.
Scary.
The site is in prep for shutting down. Moral within the Users is low, and its an air of doom. But, all is not lost.
Its sad so see people you've known for years loose their jobs. In the lust for the all-mighty buck, the bean counters and those too far removed from the actual running of the business. And, besides the perceived savings, they have no gauge on the real, actual costs.
For one, the 'planned' move of the operations to the new, receiving site is not going too well. Little things like, knowledge transfer, 'know-how, and even the specific areas of knowledge have posed difficult.
For one, how do you maintain a sense of loyalty when you know its a countdown? Sure, you can offer $$$ to entice retention, but the future and a solid income are also important. The job market is okay, but in no ways certain.
And, with the movement of the knowledge to greener pastures, the know-how and finesse to use it leaves too. On the average, most of them have been doing the job for over 15 years. Some would argue that its just answering phones, data processing, and maintaining insurance policies, but its the specific knowledge that has retained many of them for those 15+ years. And, that's the 'young' staff....
Many remember doing it long hand with paper files instead of computer access. That, people, is longevity...
I got to talk with a few of them today. Many are quickly approaching retirement, so, it won't impact them too greatly. But, the younger ones (50 (-) and lower) are (and have a right to be) scared. With the job force young, moble, and really beholding to the almighty greenback, its no wonder they're viewed with the same awe as dino bones.
And, sitting with them, I mused that the 20 year/gold watch era is gone in the US. I listened some time ago on the radio while going to work that the current generation can expect to work 6-10 careers in their lifetime, with no continuation of one into another. I bet such considerations as pensions are pretty ancient concepts, now, too.
Its no wonder why I've begun to feel rather old.... I'm not close, but, I can feel the clock ticking...
I wish my friends well in all their endeavors. And, the bean counters to live in interesting times. I guess when you have money, friends are ancillary....
8/25/2005
8/24/2005
Michael Moore - Caloric POW
If you get a chance, check out Iowahawk.... I wish I could blog like him...
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